Chained Love

Iam walking away,

Ain't sitting here pretending you were mine ,

No ,ain't sitting here saying everything is alright.

See, am not sitting here wishing on a lonely lover,

Wishing you would change ,

And see how much I love you,

What we have ain't right at all,

Right is not the word ,

wrong defines what we share.

Remember ,

When morning comes,

Another chance I give,

 Same lie on repeat but nothing changes,

A hole in my heart is left,

As tears trickle down my cheeks ,

 I wish I never loved you much.

For long I asked myself,

Where did I go wrong,

 For my Feeble heart always took you back ,

Why was I so blinded ,

Blinded to see you never cared,

To see I wasn't the one for you .

 All I needed was a slow shot of love,

Cause every time I took you in ,

Pieces of my heart shattered,

In my mind I needed to erase you ,

Cause all you left was much pain,

Sweet poison your words were,

And they stung me like an electric eel.

The fire inside you had died,

I should have read the signs,

I should have listened to my gut ,

But my weak heart yearned for you ,

So naive I was,

As your sweet tongue lured me back to you .

A puppet you made me,

And shamelessly I allowed you to play me,

Like a violin my weakest points you struck ,

As I sang the song of woes,

And you danced to the beats of my naivety.

In a spell you kept me ,

My love was a roaring fire,

Now I face my demons ,

For I feel trapped in their grip,

But with all might I fight,

As I break the chains.

It is your time to pack now,

For in my heart there is no more space ,

For darkness I wash away,

Tired Iam ,

For the battle I must fight ,

At last I win,

Moving on I shall.