One-Sided-Love

You pretended to love me,

Yet for granted you took me,

Is this what we called love?

Cause it felt like torture.

 It choked and drained me,

I could see it in your fake smile,

Deep down laid a cold hearted monster,

Egocentric you were.

You pretended to lend a helping hand ,

but all you wanted is to throw me back in the deepest pit,

You sneered and spurt on me,

 like I never existed.

You hurt me,

the one you said you love,

I bet you couldn't see it,

No,

 Cause you were blinded by your ego.

I could never have loved anyone

the way I loved you,

our bodies were bound,

I gave you all I had,

our souls were connected.

Our love was just a figment of a pledge,

and for always meant only a moment,

But you never believed,

we are now just two desolate souls,

It was a one -sided- love.

You promised it was forever

was there no promise?

I gave you a truth,

you never believed,

There was only darkness,

There was only cries,

You never cared.

Our love is no more,

I thought it was forever,

For better for worse,

But all was a mere joke,

A clown I felt,

it pains me more than you could ever know,

So I bid you goodbye.

It saddens me,

My rose you plucked,

I offered you my heart,

Shuttered it is now,

may you find happiness,

For Our love was just a bed of lies.

There was nothingness,

I bequeathed to you my heart,

I gave you all I had,

I think,

Sometimes we must lose ourselves to find ourselves.

So this is where I kick you out,

And close the gates to my heart ,

I let it go,

I heal,

I move on.